I wanna keep my instagram as honest as possible. So here you go, a raw sum up of the last few days.
I was supposed to go and volunteer teaching yoga and helping out this Shaman whilst learning about traditional medicine and assisting his ceremonies.
Turns out he was very lost with himself and his path. He was seeking love, happiness and inspiration that he had lost. There’s nothing wrong with that; until your seeking harms another person. This time that person was me. I was sexually harrassed and the attention he was first giving me was much more about my physics and looks rather than what I actually have to give. Then he realized what my energy does to people and started telling me that I am his medicine. Attachment. I love inspiring people, I love sharing, giving and receiving. But only when it is unconditional. I spent 3 days with this person (I was supposed to stay for 2 weeks) until I gathered my strenghts and left his place. During this time I realized my energy was being sucked away and replaced with very heavy energy instead. I felt this from the first moments but wanted to believe the best from him.. Trust your gut. He tried convincing me to stay and give him another chance and to take part of his ceremony. Luckily I’m strong and decisive so I left. There’s a lot of people who are lost and unfortunately there’s also a lot of spiritual leaders that abuse their power.
I’m not mad. I just really wish from the bottom of my heart that this person finds the love for life from inside without harming anyone else.
Right now I’m in Mexico City helping out 2 amazing finnish guys who are building their own climbing gym. I was received with open arms and have been introduced to incredibly inspiring people. Like today I remember again my main reason why I travel. I met wonderful humans who shared their passion for life with me and being part of this inspiring energy makes me love every single second of life.
I’m leaving tomorrow again for new adventures in south Mx but I know I’ll be back in here. I feel at home being surrounded by these souls.
This is the beauty of life: It takes you to situation where you need to grow, to then shower you with blessings ❤